░™♥✖没有 陈皇光斌 滴 日子 第六四八 天✖♥™░

░╰☆ 这几天 ☆╮░
░ ✿･ﾟﾟ头脑不停地在想 ﾟﾟ･✿ ░
░❤･ﾟﾟ偶到底该做些什么 ﾟﾟ･❤ ░

░╰☆ 人在槟城 ☆╮░
░ ✿･ﾟﾟ可是 ﾟﾟ･✿ ░
░❤･ﾟﾟ心却不知道跑到哪里去了 ﾟﾟ･❤ ░

░╰☆ 加上［好朋友］滴来访 ☆╮░
░ ✿･ﾟﾟ搞得情绪很不稳定 ﾟﾟ･✿ ░
░❤･ﾟﾟ总爱胡思乱想 ﾟﾟ･❤ ░



░╰☆ 其实 ☆╮░
░ ✿･ﾟﾟ这趟滴旅游 ﾟﾟ･✿ ░
░❤･ﾟﾟ偶并不开心 ﾟﾟ･❤ ░

░╰☆ 因为 ☆╮░
░ ✿･ﾟﾟ一开始就是跟他在计划这趟滴旅游滴 ﾟﾟ･✿ ░

░╰☆ 所以 ☆╮░
░ ✿･ﾟﾟ总会无意间滴 ﾟﾟ･✿ ░
░❤･ﾟﾟ想起了他 ﾟﾟ･❤ ░



░╰☆ 那女的部落格里滴每个字 ☆╮░
░ ✿･ﾟﾟ不断滴出现在偶脑海里ﾟﾟ･✿ ░
░❤･ﾟﾟ让偶更难受 ﾟﾟ･❤ ░

░╰☆ 请问 ☆╮░
░ ✿･ﾟﾟ偶可以不要再想了么ﾟﾟ･✿ ░
░❤･ﾟﾟ可以停止一切么 ﾟﾟ･❤ ░

░╰☆ 偶是多么滴傻 ☆╮░
░ ✿･ﾟﾟ一直以来为他省钱ﾟﾟ･✿ ░
░❤･ﾟﾟ不想乱花他滴钱 ﾟﾟ･❤ ░

░╰☆ 可是他却为了打电话给她 ☆╮░
░ ✿･ﾟﾟ很舍得滴花了好几白快ﾟﾟ･✿ ░
░❤･ﾟﾟ偶很可笑吧 ﾟﾟ･❤ ░

░╰☆ 李小芝是大白痴！！！ ☆╮░



░╰☆ 这么多男人［妮］不要 ☆╮░
░ ✿･ﾟﾟ却偏偏来搞偶滴男人ﾟﾟ･✿ ░
░❤･ﾟﾟ［妮］过得了自己滴良心么？！！ﾟﾟ･❤ ░

░╰☆ 明知道他有女朋友 ☆╮░
░ ✿･ﾟﾟ却还要当第三者ﾟﾟ･✿ ░
░❤･ﾟﾟ［妮］真滴很＊＊ﾟﾟ･❤ ░

░╰☆ 想想看 ☆╮░
░ ✿･ﾟﾟ要是有一天ﾟﾟ･✿ ░
░❤･ﾟﾟ酱滴事发生在［妮］身上时［妮］会怎样ﾟﾟ･❤ ░

░╰☆ ［妮］不要忘记 ☆╮░
░ ✿･ﾟﾟ能被［妮］轻易抢过来滴男人ﾟﾟ･✿ ░
░❤･ﾟﾟ也能被别滴女人轻易地抢走ﾟﾟ･❤ ░

░╰☆ 他会有第一次 ☆╮░
░ ✿･ﾟﾟ就分分钟会有第二次！！！ﾟﾟ･✿ ░



p/s:

░╰☆ 现在滴偶 ☆╮░
░ ✿･ﾟﾟ到底是什么心情ﾟﾟ･✿ ░
░❤･ﾟﾟ偶自己也不知道呢ﾟﾟ･❤ ░

░╰☆ 伤心难过心疼不爽生气 ☆╮░
░ ✿･ﾟﾟ什么心情都有ﾟﾟ･✿ ░
░❤･ﾟﾟ乱透了！！！ﾟﾟ･❤ ░

░™♥✖没有 陈皇光斌 滴 日子 第六四五 天✖♥™░

♡ 偶在哭 ♡
♡ ［尼］跟［妮］知道么 ♡

♡ 偶现在有多么难过 ♡
♡ 多么伤心多么心疼多么生气自己 ♡
♡ 尼们知道么 ♡

♡ ［尼］跟［妮］ ♡
♡ 根本就不知道 ♡

♡ 偶一直在怪自己滴不好 ♡
♡ 一直以为是自己滴问题 ♡

♡ 可是原来不是 ♡
♡ 原来是因为［妮］滴出现！！ ♡

♡ 妮知道么♡
♡ 就是因为［妮］滴出现 ♡
♡ 就因为［尼］滴变心 ♡
♡ 受不住别人滴诱惑 ♡

♡ 所以 ♡
♡ 才会发生那么多事么 ♡

♡ 尼们在做尼们之间滴决定之前 ♡
♡ 有想过偶么 ♡

♡ 因为尼们 ♡
♡ 偶想丢了偶自己滴性命 ♡

♡ 因为尼们 ♡
♡ 偶做了多么错滴事 ♡

♡ 因为尼们 ♡
♡ 偶伤害了偶家人 ♡

♡ 因为尼们 ♡
♡ 偶让爸爸妈妈掉泪了 ♡

♡ 因为尼们 ♡
♡ 偶把偶滴生活变得没色彩了 ♡

♡ 因为尼们 ♡
♡ 偶害得偶妹妹差点儿没了她滴工作 ♡

♡ 那几个星期因为他对偶滴冷淡 ♡
♡ 偶躲在房间自己哭 ♡

♡ 因为做了傻事 ♡
♡ 害怕人家知道而不敢上班 ♡
♡ 躲在公司厕所里不敢出来 ♡

♡ 尼们知道要偶一个人走过来 ♡
♡ 是多么艰难滴事么 ♡

♡ 偶一直在自责 ♡
♡ 以为自己不好 ♡
♡ 以为他介意偶滴病 ♡
♡ 而不要偶 ♡

♡ 那几个星期 ♡
♡ 偶很讨厌自己 ♡
♡ 恨透自己！！ ♡

♡ 因为讨厌自己 ♡
♡ 所以折磨自己 ♡
♡ 让自己受尽痛苦 ♡

♡ 可是 ♡
♡ 原来都是错滴 ♡



♡ 偶以为这几个星期 ♡
♡ 自己已经开始放下了 ♡

♡ 原来不是 ♡
♡ 原来偶还是会在乎滴！！ ♡

♡ 那是在乎么 ♡
♡ 还是在后悔自己为了他做那么多傻事 ♡
♡ 最后换来了那样滴结果 ♡

♡ 偶只知道自己现在心情 ♡
♡ 超级难过滴 ♡

♡ 觉得自己很可笑 ♡
♡ 老天爷在作弄偶么 ♡

♡ 还是偶手痒 ♡
♡ 跑去看人家滴部落格 ♡
♡ 这是偶应该知道滴么 ♡

♡ 可以停止让偶知道这一切么 ♡
♡ 偶只想要简单滴过日子 ♡
♡ 只想开开心心 ♡

♡ 偶要滴就是那么简单 ♡
♡ 可是 ♡
♡ 为什么似乎很难呢 ♡



♡ 偶李小芝 ♡
♡ 告诉尼们！！！ ♡

♡ 尼们会有报应滴 ♡
♡ 偶相信报应 ♡

♡ 不是现在 ♡
♡ 或许是未来 ♡

♡ 就像偶酱 ♡
♡ 为什么偶会有病需要吃药 ♡
♡ 为什么偶会遇到那么多不幸滴事 ♡
♡ 为什么他会不要偶 ♡

♡ 那都是报应 ♡
♡ 或许是前辈子欠下来滴债 ♡
♡ 所以今世要还 ♡
♡ 这就是因果报应 ♡

♡ 偶李小芝♡
♡ 恨透尼们!!! ♡

░™♥✖没有 陈皇光斌 滴 日子 第六四〇 天✖♥™░

♡ 偶根本不知道自己在气什么咯 ♡
♡ 以为自己一点也不在乎了 ♡
♡ 可是原来不是 ♡

♡ 原来 ♡
♡ 偶还是会在乎滴 ♡

♡ 他都不再属于偶了 ♡
♡ 他已经对偶那么狠心了 ♡
♡ 偶干嘛还要为这些小事 ♡

♡ 一个能够在尼需要他时 ♡
♡ 却跑掉滴人 ♡
♡ 一个尼愿意为他而死滴人 ♡

♡ 值得尼去为他伤心难过么 ♡
♡ 值得尼去为他而死么 ♡

♡ 不管尼从多远跑去找他 ♡
♡ 不管尼做再多滴布丁 ♡
♡ 不管尼再为他做些什么事 ♡

♡ 他还是无动于衷 ♡
♡ 甚至当尼是从不认识滴陌生人 ♡

♡ 就算他现在真滴有了新欢 ♡
♡ 尼也做不了什么 ♡
♡ 对么 ♡

♡ 他是不会记得 ♡
♡ 尼曾经为他做过滴事 ♡
♡ 更不会再把尼这个人放在眼里 ♡

♡ IN A RELATIONSHIP ♡
♡ 看到这几个字 ♡
♡ 就已经很心疼 ♡

♡ 干嘛还要去留意 ♡
♡ 干嘛还要去看其他滴东西呢 ♡
♡ 看了之后 ♡
♡ 就只会在伤心难过哭泣 ♡

♡ 李小芝 ♡
♡ 何必那样对自己呢 ♡

♡ 不管之前真滴做错了些什么 ♡
♡ 可是至少已经尽力了 ♡
♡ 那已经很对得起自己了 ♡

♡ 他现在还能活得酱潇洒 ♡
♡ 李小芝一样也可以滴！ ♡
♡ 甚至比他更开心更幸福 ♡

♡ 没了他 ♡
♡ 还有很多很爱尼滴人 ♡

♡ 管他现在是生还是死 ♡
♡ 管他现在是不是有了新女友 ♡
♡ 管他现在会跟谁一起吃晚餐 ♡
♡ 管他现在在跟谁手拖手走街 ♡

♡ 那都不要去在乎了 ♡
♡ 李小芝不要再去想了 ♡
♡ 知道么 ♡
♡ 不要再酱下去了 ♡

♡ 杨筌順 ♡
♡ 不要再让偶看见尼！！！ ♡
♡ 要不然偶真滴会很狠心 ♡
♡ 盖尼几巴掌 ♡
♡ 甚至用咖啡来泼尼 ♡

♡ 不管之前尼有多爱偶 ♡
♡ 可是也不会例外 ♡
♡ 偶一样能狠下心 ♡
♡ 那样对尼报复滴！ ♡

♡ 尼给偶听好 ♡
♡ 偶绝不会让尼继续把偶滴人生给毁掉 ♡
♡ 尼不要偶 ♡
♡ 尼一定会后悔 ♡

♡ 偶会让尼知道 ♡
♡ 尼当初滴选择是错滴！ ♡

░™♥✖没有 陈皇光斌 滴 日子 第六三二 天✖♥™░

♡ i really d0nt kn0w what i need t0 d0 le ♡
♡ i can do de ♡
♡ all already d0ne ♡

♡ i keep think and ask myself ♡
♡ what else i havent d0 yet ♡
♡ maybe still g0t s0mething i f0rgot ald leh ♡

♡ but ... ... ♡
♡ finally what answer i get is ... ... ♡
♡ I NOTHING CAN DO LE!!! ♡

♡ dun care h0w harder i g0 d0 s0 many thing f0r y0u ♡
♡ i also cant get 1 msg or 1 call fr0m y0u ♡

♡ y0ng suan s0on ♡
♡ tell mii what y0u want ??? ♡
♡ what y0u want actually ♡

♡ please dont ask mii to give up can? ♡
♡ i really h0pe y0u will c0me back t0 mii ♡

♡ i really h0pe can get the chance ♡
♡ get the chance t0 sh0w i really love y0u de ♡
♡ sh0w y0u i really can change bc0z of y0u de ♡



♡ yesterday y0u "jump" int0 my dream again ya ^^ ♡
♡ but yesterday i dream ... ... i dream ... ... ♡
♡ y0u c0me back t0 mii le ♡

♡ im s0 happy ♡
♡ i h0pe i will n0t wake up f0rever ♡
♡ and st0p at the m0ment ♡
♡ stay inside my dream ♡

♡ but cant... ... ♡
♡ i woke up and crying ♡



♡ y0ng suan s0on ♡
♡ zha gai very miss y0u leh ... ... ♡
♡ d0 y0u kn0w ♡

░™♥✖没有 陈皇光斌 滴 日子 第六三一 天✖♥™░

♡ This tw0 day ♡
♡ h0w hard i g0ing there t0 find y0u ♡
♡ search from the net ♡
♡ any public transp0rt t0 g0 there ♡
♡ and draw the map ♡

♡ i never go there before de ♡
♡ first time i go there ♡
♡ because of y0u lur ♡
♡ go gai gai with y0u ♡




♡ actually i went there ♡
♡ just wanna pass y0u the pudding and c0okies de ♡
♡ and see y0u fr0m far far ♡

♡ i dont h0pe y0u will see d0u mii ♡
♡ bc0z i know y0u w0nt c0i mii when y0u saw mii de ♡
♡ i duwan let myself feel disappoined ♡

♡ when i reach there ♡
♡ i feel so scare t0 step into y0ur w0rking place ♡
♡ my bii de working place ♡
♡ finally i found there ♡

♡ i scare y0u will c0me out and saw mii ♡
♡ i know no place to let mii hide de ♡
♡ so what can i do is pass all the thing to the receptionist ♡
♡ and go back ♡




♡ but why the GOD will let mii saw y0u at Mcd ♡
♡ i kn0w y0u saw mii also de ♡
♡ but y0u never c0me in fr0nt mii ♡
♡ and talk with mii ♡

♡ even though y0u c0me in fr0nt mii sc0ld mii♡
♡ i also feel happy de ♡
♡ but y0u din d0 that ♡

♡ im just a stranger f0r you ♡
♡ last time everyday face with mii de bii ♡
♡ treat mii like stranger ♡

♡ my heart s0 pain ♡
♡ heart broken ♡
♡ that times de mii very very very sad ♡
♡ and crazy until dunoe what should i do ♡




♡ yesterday i wanna went back de ♡
♡ but its to0 late ♡
♡ im late already ♡

♡ and after that ♡
♡ i already n0 m0re chance and time d0 like that le ♡
♡ s0 y0u n0 need t0 worry i will g0 bother y0u again ♡

♡ and we will not meet each other f0rever ♡
♡ n0 ppl will c0me my place ♡
♡ and care mii anym0re like last time ♡
♡ no ppl will play with b0bo le ♡




♡ i hope y0u will try the pudding and co0kies ♡
♡ i cant sleep at midnight ♡
♡ i cant st0p myself t0 miss y0u ♡
♡ so i will find something t0 d0 at midnight ♡

♡ when im with y0u ♡
♡ only y0u will cook maggi f0r mii ♡
♡ fried rice f0r mii ♡
♡ and c0me my place at midnite when i feeling n0t well and drunk ♡
♡ n0w turn mii back t0 d0 all of this f0r you ♡

♡ and the sec0nd day ♡
♡ i rushed t0 1 utama t0 bought s0mething f0r y0u ♡
♡ i think this is the 3rd times i went there bah ♡

♡ actually i wanna buy belt f0r y0u de ♡
♡ but i dun0e where can buy it ♡
♡ s0 i g0 bought the Parker pen f0r y0u ♡
♡ i h0pe y0u will like it ♡

♡ k0st0n ♡
♡ n0w i kn0w dun care how hard i d0 all of this ♡
♡ dun care h0w many thing i do f0r y0u ♡
♡ y0u also will n0t feel t0uching ♡

♡ i know all of this is stupid thing ♡
♡ but at least i can tell myself i ald try my best and d0 my best le ♡
♡ and wont feel regret anym0re ♡

░™♥✖没有 陈皇光斌 滴 日子 第六二七 天✖♥™░

♡ Bii ♡
♡ my english very poor ♡
♡ y0u kn0w de right ♡

♡ dont care y0u understand an0t ♡
♡ dont care y0u will read it an0t ♡
♡ but i still want write d0wn in my bl0g ♡

♡ i really h0pe y0u will read it ♡
♡ my bl0g n0 m0re c0lourful ♡
♡ same with my life n0w ♡

♡ my life n0 m0re c0lourful ♡
♡ without y0u ♡



♡ i dont understand ♡
♡ why i d0 so many thing bc0z of y0u ♡
♡ but y0u dont care pun ♡
♡ really dunhav any feeling ald? ♡

♡ y0u kn0w h0w much i love y0u de ♡
♡ why wanna leave mii here? ♡
♡ what y0u promised mii last time ♡
♡ y0u say will h0ld my hand f0rever de ♡

♡ last time you always ask mii ♡
♡ izit i duwan y0u le ♡
♡ when y0u ask mii that question ♡
♡ i will cry ♡
♡ i ask y0u why will like that de ♡
♡ y0u answer mii bc0z i love y0u loh ♡
♡ yaya!! Bii i really love Y0U de ♡
♡ but now terbalik jor ♡
♡ y0u duwan mii le ♡
♡ se0ng g0ng duwan le0ng zi le!!! ♡



♡ think back how y0u hold my hand in ur car ♡
♡ how you hug mii when i cry ♡
♡ how y0u kiss mii de first time ♡
♡ how y0u fried rice for mii ♡
♡ how y0u take care mii when i drunk ♡
♡ many many thing happened between y0u and mii ♡

♡ but all of this w0nt c0me back anym0re ♡
♡ y0u wont come back t0 mii also ♡
♡ bii i miss y0u ♡
♡ miss y0u like crazy ♡
♡ everyday cry bcoz of missing y0u ♡



♡ i ald start control myself to duwan msg you and call you le ♡
♡ bc0z i kn0w when y0u din reply mii or din pick up ♡
♡ i will more sad and disappointed ♡

♡ that day how long i think ♡
♡ why y0u will like that de ♡
♡ everyday face with mii de bii ♡
♡ suddenly change a lot ♡
♡ bii i really cant accept!!! ♡



♡ tw0 week ald ♡
♡ two week i live without you ♡
♡ is s0 SUFFER for mii ♡
♡ i not dare to tell my mum that i still love you ♡
♡ and miss you ♡
♡ i sked she will sad ♡

♡ ytd mummy throw my laptop inside the water ♡
♡ she slap mii ♡
♡ she throw her phone on the floor ♡
♡ i feel so sked ♡
♡ really sked until cant talk cant breath ♡



♡ bii i very san fu very san fu ♡
♡ ytd i go work ♡
♡ but i hide myself ♡
♡ and cry cry cry there ♡
♡ i cant work ♡
♡ i sked talk with ppl ♡
♡ i sked face s0 many ppl there ♡

♡ bii when i 2agter with you ♡
♡ i always think our future de ♡
♡ i tell myself ♡
♡ y0ng suan s0on is my future husband ♡
♡ i wanna be his wife ♡
♡ i wanna listen bii ask mii that question ♡
♡ honey will you marry mii?? ♡
♡ yes!! I DO!! ♡

♡ that day what y0u say ♡
♡ really give mii hope!! ♡
♡ i tot i got chance!!! ♡
♡ but finally y0u just acting in front mii ♡
♡ its hurt mii 1 more time you know?! ♡

♡ and im s0rry ♡
♡ i never care y0ur feeling also ♡
♡ i dunoe hows y0ur feeling that day in hospital ♡
♡ y0u c0me al0ne and face my whole family ♡
♡ how many pairs of eye looking at y0u ♡
♡ can y0u tell mii hows y0ur feel that day ♡
♡ im so sorry im s0 s0rry bii ♡

♡ i h0pe y0u can hug mii like last time ♡
♡ hope y0u can talk wih mii like last time ♡
♡ when i talk with y0u i feel comfortable ♡
♡ bc0z got y0u love mii care mii ♡

♡ i cry and write down all of this ♡
♡ i hope y0u kn0w hows my feeling n0w ♡
♡ i cant let y0u know all of this through the phone ♡
♡ so i only can post in my bl0g ♡

♡ y0u know? ♡
♡ wheni 2gater with you ♡
♡ i seld0m update my blog de ♡
♡ y0u kn0w why anot ♡
♡ bc0z when i sad i only will update ♡
♡ i seldom update bc0z i always feel happy when y0u with mii ♡

♡ actually the g0d ald give mii many chance to avoid all of this de ♡
♡ last time got few times i say wanna broke up with y0u c0z y0u lie mii ♡
♡ but everytimes i tell myself to give y0u chance ♡
♡ finally i give y0u chance t0 hurt my heart jor ♡

♡ i blame myself hate myself!!! ♡
♡ i hurt y0u i hurt myself ♡
♡ and i hurt my family also ♡

♡ before y0u broke up with mii ♡
♡ y0u still promised mii wanna go desa petaling eat western food de ♡
♡ i ask y0u go watch movie y0u duwan pun =( ♡



♡ i s0 scary h0r ♡
♡ i make y0u run away ♡
♡ i make y0u avoid mii and duwan see mii ♡
♡ duwan reply msg and duwan pick up phone also ♡

♡ i kn0w many thing n0w ♡
♡ i know wat y0u d0 and wat y0u say bef0re y0u leave mii ♡
♡ why cant accompany mii before i recover ♡
♡ y0u keep ask mii to get well so0n ♡
♡ but y0u know i cant d0 that without y0u de rite ♡

♡ 1 week i never meet with y0u le ♡
♡ 1 week i never touch y0ur face and hold y0ur hand ♡
♡ if i ask y0u to give de answer again ♡
♡ the answer will dferent anot ♡

♡ dun care wat was happened this few week ♡
♡ if y0u really can cum bek to mii ♡
♡ i really can accept de ♡
♡ we can start fr0m begin ♡
♡ as what i say tat day ♡
♡ NEW de LEE CHAR JEE and NEW de LIFE ♡



♡ can y0u tell h0w are y0u this few day ♡
♡ y0u busy t0 work? ♡
♡ or feel happy and free when i din msg y0u and din call y0u? ♡
♡ pay y0ur car loan already? ♡
♡ many many thing i wanna tell y0u wanna let y0u kn0w de ♡

♡ but... ♡
♡ no m0re chance t0 let mii talk ♡
=(